I think it must be happiness!
Yes, let me tell you, I think I am finally happy. I haven’t been able to get an interview outside of the Pointy Heads for 8 months and have had no luck with being shortlisted for jobs. Last week I received five interview offers in a couple of days. I went to the first one today and actually really enjoyed myself. I was shitting it about having to do two presentations and almost cancelled it several times due to the fear, but when I got into it, I really enjoyed it! It was, dare I say, a bit of a laugh. I really liked the people and felt totally confident that I could do the job too. They told me they would let me know within a fortnight but actually called me back within an hour to tell me I got the job! It is better money than my last job, 15 minutes walk from my house and I think I am going to really enjoy it! Hoooooooooooraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!